I wanted to explode; to pull my ribs apart and let the sun inside.


so now I'm twenty,but that doesn't change much. girly girl, eternal child from new york city living as fast and wild as I can. reckless as hell and risking it all to figure out who I am.

my writing.
my face.

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❝ When does real love begin? At first it was a fire, eclipses, short circuits, lightning and fireworks; the incense, hammocks, drugs, wines, perfumes; then spasm and honey, fever, fatigue, warmth, currents of liquid fire, feast and orgies; then dreams, visions, candlelight, flowers, pictures; then images out of the past, fairy tales, stories, then pages out of a book, a poem; then laughter, then chastity. At what moment does the knife wound sink so deep that the flesh begins to weep with love? At first power, power, then the wound, and love, and love and fears, and the loss of the self, and the gift, and slavery. At first I ruled, loved less; then more, then slavery. Slavery to his image, his odor, the craving, the hunger, the thirst, the obsession. ❞
Anais Nin (via fernsandmoss)

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